A song about just wanting to feel like you matter~
lyrics
Closed eyes means it's my time
To shine, when everyone is looking away
I'm trying to say
I'm not searching for a crowd
I'm just looking for some love
To know I matter to someone
Blasted while I'm standing
Just trying to be all I can be
But they don't want to see
They all ignore what I say
No more 'cause I will find a way
Make this my day
'Cause sometimes
It's hard being the last guy
it's hard fighting to find the light
To see the world, to be seen
When everyone is striving to be
The lead, the last one standing
But this struggle's so demanding
I don't wanna be a culprit anyway
I just wanna be special
I just wanna be a little special
I just wanna be a little special
At last everyone is
Listening to all I have to say
I got my way
I risk messing up the world
But this power feels so good, it hurts
'Cause this is what it takes
Maybe I did something wrong
I tried to do it on my own
Now I know
This was a mistake
I took it to far, that wasn't the plan
But here I am
'Cause sometimes
It's hard being the last guy
it's hard fighting to find the light
To see the world, to be seen
When everyone is striving to be
The lead, the last one standing
But this struggle's so demanding
I don't wanna be a culprit anyway
I just wanna be special
I just wanna be a little special
I just wanna be a little special
Can I reverse, can I look back
Looking back won't change the past
now I know the reason I was small
'Cause sometimes
The smallest climb so high
But I couldn't see through all the lies
I just wanna be a little special
I just wanna be a little special
It's hard being the last guy
it's hard fighting to find the light
To see the world, to be seen
When everyone is striving to be
The lead, the last one standing
But this struggle's so demanding
I don't wanna be a culprit anyway
I just wanna be special
It's hard being the last guy
it's hard fighting to find the light
To see the world, to be seen
When everyone is striving to be
The lead, the last one standing
But this struggle's so demanding
I don't wanna be a culprit anyway
I just wanna be special
"Advice Column" is a new collaborative project featuring tracks written, recorded, and produced remotely during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable May 14, 2020
Awesome album from start to finish. PW's destinctive style is present throughout, but every track is a fresh effort, and the album successfully transitions from driving rock to mellow contemplation without sounding forced or rehashed. I'm not as big of a fan of the remixes, but I appreciate their inclusion and unique perspective. Hard to ask for more than 16 tracks with no skips! theCANderson