This isn't my attempt at getting you back, I just need to say what's on my mind.
lyrics
So I left you, and I'm sorry
But I know that doesn't help
When I broke your heart so many times
I only thought of myself
Now I'm sorry I let you down
I guess I lost sight of you
I miss my best friend, and now
You're moving on, You're moving on
And there's nothing I can do
Sometime I guess I just grow to relax
To not think about the past, How many times that I've run back
Crying out for you to please give me one more chance
But it's over, I broke your heart, I had to learn that I can't
Just do what I want, I need to give all I got
But I gave nothing to you, and now our friendship is lost
I guess it's easy to that say I'm sorry for how I treated you
But that won't bring you back, so won't do me a favor
And travel in back in time to remove me from your life
Because this pain makes me die every time I see your eyes
In my mind, as I relieve all that times I took for granted
I don't expect to believe me after all I did was damage
Your trust in me, when I promised I'd stay with you
Then I left you not once, but three times, I guess have my issues
But that's no excuse for letting slip the treasure that you are
I'd reach out to try and save you but you're already so far
I'm sorry I let you down
I guess I lost sight of you
I miss my best friend, and now
You're moving on, You're moving on
And there's nothing I can do
Let me take a moment, as I'm drowning in my tears
I shoulda warned you I was danger, gave into your worst fears
I brought this pain into your life, you never shoulda had to cope with
How many times, did I have to lose you just to know it
The answer is three times, I knew but didn't want to say
But now I'll say it anyways, I'll own up to my mistakes
Instead of running from the past and trying to blame you
Because I brought this on myself, and now I know that's the truth
I still remember how it felt when you had to say goodbye
When you finally realized I shouldn't stay in your life
And then it hit me, I was losing my best friend
But it was far too late for me to try and save and amend
So I bit my tongue and told you that you were right
I didn't go down fighting because there wasn't any fight
Left inside for me to give, I lost it when I lost my will
I lost it when I gave up on life, but I don't want to say goodbye
I still remember when you and I would play together
Playing games and making music, together forever
We thought that nothing would ever be able to tear us apart
And we were right, nothing did, it was I who broke your heart
I still remember your laugh, remember your face
Still remember all the silly jokes and all the silly names
What I wouldn't give to hear you call me stupid one more time
I'll take anything you throw at me if it means one more life
But it's over, I know that, I'm sorry if I cry
Because I know I shouldn't cry when it was me the whole time
But I guess sometimes you don't know what you have until it's gone
It's a cliche line, but you know that it's not wrong
It feels like after all this time, we shoulda known
We'd be here tonight, but we were blind with hope
I miss you, that's all that I can say
And at the end of the day, I wish you all the best and hope
You'll be okay
I'm sorry I let you down
I guess I lost sight of you
I miss my best friend, and now
You're moving on, You're moving on
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